Monday, November 29, 2010

呼呼~

只是简简单单的一首音乐,
让我喜欢到你的部落格里游荡。
我不会像到其他人的部落格里,
赶快找到他们的音乐盒然后按上‘暂停’的按钮。

简简单单,
平平淡淡,
又有一点点的伤感。

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Going back to life where got friends around for 1 DAY~

lion nursing home sale...
ok...
we got $1000,
nice lar...
sushi group,
totally crazy,
hui luh made "friend-rice-sushi" but nice wor~ hahax
then many many many many funny things happen..
juz a little not comfortable when seng wei keep 'sui sui nian' beside me...
if so beh song dont make the sushi lar..
and then tat fanny~
walao,
really COOL enuf to make every suan her.
LOL,
tat LCS still kolian her...
really dont understand!
tat type of person is kolian-ed by LCS
ngai ti....
btw, LCS really kelian too...
high-5 to Qiqi!
=3=


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actually i was really not used to see many people,
and feel very shy towards them...
ish~~~
then when kris asked me to call somebody,
i'm really great tat my phone omost dun have credit le..
U SAVED ME from explode... n~n
but when tat somebody urn up,
i'm not normal again..
shortcircuit~


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then i got bored again...
really doing nothing...
i went into my warm blanket then i received somebody msg..
then...
then no electricity...
then `rock` my guitar...
rock till my finger...
then change to piano...
try to memorise that `toonicesong`
--Summer from joe hisaishi
damn nice...
never knew tat japanese composer oso good leh~
i only noe Yiruma ( korean)
totally fall in love towards Japan!
i love Japanese -- Animate!
Sakura~
Song!
Composer!
Music~
SUSHI!!!!
Salmon fish~~ ^^
Kimono~
i think i better stop before i become crazy~ hehe ^^
i definitely will grab chances to go to Japan...
before that,
have to save alot of money~
whole load of money to shop JAPAN!!
woots...
thinking too much only =]


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i feel like continue k-on,
but i really scare i'll go ------> T-T when i watch the band member leave school.
sure very touch~
only if i can experience band life too~
with 4 really really great friends tat stick together and train band everyday,
go training camp together during Holz,
go to play everyday,
do performance everyday...
and this is definitely imposssible!
it is juz a dream...
i really cant imagine that one day i;ll experience this type of life,
unless i chg school,
unless....
haiz...
juz unlucky,
i din live at a place which have music culture... nvm~
juz let me day dream,
who noes one day my dream will come true!
=P

Saturday, November 27, 2010

低落~低落~ :'(

毕竟年纪还是太小,
自以为什么都懂,
自以为什么都 'daijyoubun'...
可是,
其实什么都,
‘糟透了!’
T^T

Friday, November 26, 2010

~.~

要开始加油了。

已经浪费很多天在玩耍上了。

T^T

着急丫~

不行不行!

为了自己,

我正式宣布,

退出面子书。



O.o

为什么?

因为呐,

面子书是脍子手,

总会让我把时间浪费在很在根本没有意思的东西。

所以....

=P

开心呐!

终于作出一个对的选择。

加油!



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今天当我在走街的时候,

突然听到一个妇女大叫。



B-I-N-G-O


我简直lucky到目击到`抢钱包`的现场直播。

虽然抢匪是失败了,

可是还是让她逃之夭夭。

无言……

丑陋的社会。



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今天我的心酸溜溜的……
我发现爸爸老了,
怎么我还没长大?
T^T
我要快快长大!
尽管,
我很舍不得,很不愿意长大。
:'(
长大后,
我不能像现在这样天天发白日梦,
也不能撒娇(简直要我的命),
也不能要抱抱。
=3=
我懂我很孩子气。
其他朋友都没有像我这样了。
个个都比我独立。
怎么办哟~
:'(
长大长大...
T-T


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其实我很愿意承认,
我是个很冷漠的人。
我不会去主动找别人,
尽管假期无聊又寂寞...

想对朋友们说声抱歉,
如果你认为我对你很冷淡,
但是我真的不是故意的。
每次到假期的时候,
我会觉很失落,
然后又自我封闭。
paiseh la~
我会努力矫正我的行为。
请你耐心的等待。


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好久没有像今天这么用心地更新部落格。
只是现状让我很无奈。
时间太充足...
发呆发白日梦的时间也多了,
想了很多有的没的,
才想起,
我最初的自己。

最初
我要的是什么?

我想过什么?

我对我自己又发过什么誓?

我对自己的要求是什么?

我的梦想是什么?

我的原则是什么?

我要改过什么?

什么是我想过的生活?



好多好多,
我都忘了。

悲哀,
我忘了最初的自己。
我不知不觉,
也和其他人一样,
追求,
即使伸出手去,也无法得到之物,
一旦松开双手,即飘然远行之物,
然后,不知何时,就迷失了自己。

这段很酷吧?
是看了动漫才点醒自己的...

动漫,
果然是最美的梦。



就这样,
一直一直被感动着,
或许你不能体会我的心情。
没关系,
相信我,
开心走下去就对了!
=]


Thursday, November 25, 2010

T^T

wuwuwuuu....
totally...
specehless~
sob~
sob~
sob~
wuwuwuu...
iya na!!!
T.T
iya iya!!
wuwuwuu....
T-T
iya~~~~
T^T



is this counted as blog post?
T^T

Monday, November 22, 2010

haiz....

HAIZ....
体弱多病就算了,
每次第一天的时候都要让我躺在床上辛苦一整个早上。
看到我躺在床上还吐糟我那还真的是算了,
竟然还跑出去玩然后丢我在家。
算了...
电脑终于强到来用了。
也不多说废话,
PPS 去了~
=.=
PPS PPS,
haiz....
BORED~~~~

wow~

totally....
gan dong till cry~
my dearest cheese done something make me really gan dong till got tears in my eyes..
muacks Qi...
I love you!
LOVE ya 4evr~
btw,
dun worry,
u noe de la,
i'm owes like tat
laz second i'm still crying,
next second i was like XD.
hahax~


today,
my mood turn from :'( till XD
smiling really wide!
bought many new clothes!!!
woots thanks for my mum~
muakcs~~

but haven buy any trousers and shoes...
aim for short trousers but hard to buy lor...
since my leg very....
ah-hem u understand...
my mummy keep complain and ask me to be slimmer...
say till me hin hin....
=P
ok lah... be rajin this holiday lor...
u never noe i oredi become slimmer these days liao ler...
T^T
nvm!!
juz GAMBATTE!!!
Nana wll success!!! yoohoo~

(P.S : today oredi gain many calories le T-T...
ate too many delicious food~
mummy chia mar~
then i chia her back so... =.="
neeed rajin loooooor~)


btw,
he made promise again...
hrmp....
dunno is he realy determine to do so already...
or he is like last time...
i guesss....
i'm not stupid to believe a guy who really want to change?
give him chances...
keep giving...
till one day he really knew wad he should do.


ah...
everything is fixed~
so relax...
hahax~
=]

i juz promote
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S-M-I-L-E =] XP

Sunday, November 21, 2010

....

为了你我努力变的完美,
努力做得更好。
你却说你没资格。
我到底该怎样?

为什么,
只是开开玩笑的说我离开,
你立刻消失在我的梦里。

心里在下着雪,
很美,
但也很冷。

我迷路了~

totally....

Totally no mood ki...
nvm... i juz off my hp...
i guess....
animate is my only shoulder..
i can only keep on watching keep on making myself busy... and...
off my phone :'(

Saturday, November 20, 2010

hrmp~~

SICK whole day,
lack of oxygen, no energy, lost apettitde, owes sleepy and tired, even lazy to talk...
see how silent am i today~
even dont feel like move my finger tips... .__.

until a very kepo guy,
live at jalan semaba de,
make me really mad till wanna tampar him, slap him, do wadevr to hurt him to satisfy myself!
grrr...
i guess u guys noe who is he!
KEPO!!
really KEPO!!!

argh~

cool down cool down~

today i realised me and penny really alike~
WOW~~~
good my `lian ti ying`
:)
cool~
Gemini~
I love you fiance~ muacks~

haiz..
sienz~
SICK~~~
T^T

since laz 2 days...
you seems like bo mood~
and then u're getting colder agn...
:'(
i dunno wad to do.
Did i do wrong anything?
T_T
can u S-M-I-L-E be happy and a little mroe outgoing?
and OPTIMISTIC too~
pls dont be cold...
i hate tat feeling~


Juz S-M-I-L-E i guess,
the only way...

Friday, November 19, 2010

.__.

dunno wad to say~

feel bored oredi...
and then 2 things really make me burst!

1) Qi dan my dear fiance penny snatched my phone away and sent some stupid things to someone, wad the.... luckily i managed to stop some of the really crazy one. Swt lor... make me blush blush blush till my whole head blank ki~ Haiz.... T^T i've been bullied by three days le~ :'(

2) Wadda! Mark said Leo year end party is going to hold at Edmund's house. Qi, Julia, Penny asked. I said : u guys hear wrong lar... Is Aaron's house... Then Aaron repeated: Leo year end party is going to hold at *Edmund's* house. WADDA!!! i was like :O wei wei wei! ARE YOU SURE!!! Gosh~~ die liao~ T^T


then life juz go like this~~~
like that~~~~
and now sitting in front of my comp and i knew i should blog~
~.~



Holidays is juz SIENZ lor~

not going anywhr~

I wan go out! I WAN!!!

Try to persuade my mom till she is tired sure she'll bring me out =.="
nice method rite?
.________________________________________.

Blah~ better get myself to bed rite NOW!

yawn~~~ sleepy~

=P



Anywhr, juz S-M-I-L-E~ =) =] =P =D

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

==

after so many hours,
i baru noe i'm sick ler...
bo bian...

forced myself to be in a good mood,
coz i owes believe the best medicine is having a great and joyful mood,
but the good ood ended up in the 6 sentences converstation....
and the music from linda's blog~
my mood was like,
totally down....
Chezzy tried to cheer me up...
sorry to sat that,
she totlaly fail.
Made me cry too
haiz....

since when i'm so weak agn...

since my phone started to be silent

and you stated to be cold i suppose?







My FAULT!!!!
ALL MY FAULT!!!

nvm,
this time,
i wont make my tears drop from my watery eyes....

blog while waiting Chezzy,
cnt help to be sad....


我已经

我已经,
努力地在克制了!

可是我的心情还是降到谷底。

几天了?
我的电话是安静的...
我又做错了什么吗?

我的心很冷....
我知道我不该再用崇拜的眼神来看待任何事物,
除了你以外的事物!

可是却还有不识趣的人。
又让我痛苦了!

没有微笑的我,
还是我吗?

努力地笑着,
可是,
.......................................

若我可以,
可不可以离开,
去到一个可以让我痛痛快快的地方。
就算那里没有我认识的人。
一样可以....

若我可以,
可不可以让我失忆。

我才知道,
原来我没有变,
骨子里,
还是一个常躲在一个阴暗角落的人。
我累了,
让我歇一歇。
躲到你的背后
所有的琐事,
你为我挡好吗。
就像之前约定过的,
你是我最强的挡箭牌。

:'(

~~~

haiz...
juz a stupid thing,
ruin the whole dinner!

sounds cool huh?

i did something stupid~
and i done something make u really WOW!

i drop my lucky draw money, RM20 wei!!!
Geng rite?
Cool rite?!
haiz....

anti-emo girl~
is emo rite now...
so sweat lor....

dunno wad to do,
lazy blog,
haiz....

2molo is going to the Spring...
sorry suddenly no mood go ki~

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it juz open my heart and let me see the scar again!
hey you,
cant you stop staring at me?
didnt u raelise that i keep escaping?





haiz...
nvm... juz go
S-L-E-E-P

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

:'(

Gosh~~~
My form 2 life...
Juz ENDED!!!

Gosh!
it juz END!!
END!!!!!!!!
:'(
my eyes are watery rite now!

so berat hati!

Took many photos at school today!
Took many photo during class party!
Took many when we shop around Boulevard!

I hugged Cikgu Christina,
my BELOVED BM teacher.
I almost cry when she we hug...
Oh gosh!
it is so comfortable!

I'm so grateful to get know of all 2 Edmonton's student!

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我们每天看着同一个天花板,
我们每天望出同一个窗口,
我们每天看着同样的天空。

这些一起做的琐事,
从不会有任何感觉。
而今天,
当我们一同望向那蓝蓝的天空,
这举动就宛如一颗石头被丢进水里,
让我心里那平静的胡,
浮现阵阵涟漪。
眼泪是不听话的,
湿了我的眼眶。

最后一次望着坐我旁边的同学的脸发呆,
最后一次唱歌给她听,
最后一次亲昵地叫她老板,
最后一次让她亲昵地叫我超级助理,
最后一次叫她宁宁,
最后一次让她叫我Nana,
最后一次叫她小宁,
最后一次让她叫我容容!
希望明年,
我们仍能坐在同一间教室里,
为了自己的未来奋斗!

级任老师今天唱了一手日本歌,
我的眼眶红了,
莫名其妙的红了!
歌名为——First Love
是的!
2Edmonton 是我的 1st Love!
点点滴滴在不知不觉中,
已经深深烙在我心上了。
你的眼眶红了吗?
是不是也深感荣幸说你也是2 Edmonton 的一分子呢?

为什么这么感伤,
就算明年我们仍在同一个校园里。
或许是害怕分班吧!
或许是会不习惯少了熟悉的面孔,
或许是会不习惯和我们在一起打打闹闹,一起开怀大笑,一起感动落泪的人不再是你。

好伤感哟~

我希望,
我们大家明年会更好!
大家加油!
在你的未来之旅,
请带上我满满的祝福!
让它当作是我在陪伴你~

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今天晚上,
我真得很开心~
开心混着伤心。
等有空,
在把照片一一放上来分享。

请祝福我明天的表演一切顺利!
加油!

S-M-I-L-E =]

My Quote : Life is only great when you pat on my shoulder~ maucksss to my besties!!!

Monday, November 15, 2010

Laz 2nd day~

Sob~
feel like crying agn~~
oh my darlingssss,
i hope nxt year we'll still play and learn together!
T^T
I gotta miss y'all!!
my dearest Darlngssss....

tomorrow,
i'll bring my new camera go capture PHOTO!!!!
i wan capture will all my darlingssss....!!!!


Darlingsssss,
I love y'all!

MUACKS~!~~~~


S-M-I-L-E

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Paiseh~~~~~~

paiseh to say...
quite some time din update le
reason : LAZY lor~~~ holiday mode on liao... keep watching pps =P

btw,
tomorrow still got PJK and PSV,
i draw for my test le...
it is juz like kindy's drawing...
hope can get 80% lor...
i'll pray for miracle and
S-M-I-L-E




=P
so happy these days...
although my GEO
sucks nia!!!!

happy to have a "guy"
keep making me blush everyday~
:$

conclusion : edwina can blush easily .__.

hmm...
suddenly dunno wad to write~

juz stop here 1st, when i got mood agn~
update later
=P

COOL~ eh?

hahahx

S-M-I-L-E =]

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Oh yeah~~

Oh YEAH~~
i'm too happy here!!

English paper1 -37!! NICE~~~

Science paper1-36!! NICER~~~

Maths paper1-39 booo...
Maths paper2-58.5! Good~
Total-97.5!!! ooh~ Great!!

BM paper1-34 gosh~~~
BM paper2-71!! Yay~~
total-75... still the same as laz time =]

hahax XP

is a nice result...
^~^

noted~ i'm not showing off~


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ya...
din chat at MSN~

i prefer fb to teman my Dar~
she's having a low mood...
Cheer up =)

S-M-I-L-E

S-Smile
M-many
I-in
L-life and
E-everyday~

hahahax


L-I-F-E

L-Laugh
I-in
F-Future and
E-everyday

(p.s I pray to God bout something~ Hope i will gain my wish)

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Without Msn is weird~
With qiqi's companion is Great~
Without learning is lazy~
With fb's photo is fun~

=P
With and Without~
wad should i do more?
hahahax

I drew another Graffiti to my Dar...
hope she like it~

S-M-I-L-E =D

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Felt sorry to SW~
i din ans his call....
hahax....
Lolx...
the reason is...
i scare someone jealous lor~
n.n
hahax~
i'm a nice person rite?!

hahahahax

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btw,
i love a song today~
dunno why... suddenly keep singing it~
=P
share it here








林俊杰--简简单单


我们都是泡沫轻轻一碰就破
眼泪是爱的火花
昨天就像飞机穿过我的窗口
我什么都没有
我摊开了双手你予取予求
直到你想自由
痛苦的时候我不会闪躲
就像树叶甘心为春风吹落
只是简简单单的爱过
我还是我
简简单单的想过
就不算白活
简简单单的疯过
被梦带走
当故事结束之后
心也喜欢一个人寂寞

really nice song~
hehe XD

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YUp~ song is nice
but edwina is not nice
i Din learn whole night!!
Congratz me for my Bravery!!!
YAy~~~ Nana need wake up early tomorrow lurh.....
T^T
haiz... who ask me owes cnt lern at Night?
duh~~~
nvm..

juz,

S-M-I-L-E
&
Jia You~~~ =]

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Happy wei~~ =]

the magic of S-M-I-L-E

miracle happens : BM get 76!! oooh ya!!!!!!!!

XD

and BI suppose to correct 36 XD
happy till~~~~

but the sad things come too ....



this song!! let me down~


``叶子在窗外轻轻摇动
人行道没有行人走过 镜子里的我很不像我 自从你离开了我变得很软弱 你的影子在每一个角落 好像是在提醒着我 少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞 我想我可以习惯一个人生活 我想我可以假装不曾爱过 冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我 我想我可以习惯一个人生活 在记忆里面擦去你的承诺 爱情怎么会是这个结果 叶子在窗外轻轻摇动 人行道没有行人走过 镜子里的我很不像我 自从你离开了我变得很软弱 你的影子在每一个角落 好像是在提醒着我 少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞 我想我可以习惯一个人生活 我想我可以假装不曾爱过 感觉如果要走谁能说 NO 我想我可以习惯一个人生活 在记忆里面擦去你的承诺 爱情是个梦而我睡过头 我想我可以习惯一个人生活 在记忆里面擦去你的承诺 爱情是个梦而我睡过头``

very touch~

<一个人生活> by 林育群~

okies~ sorry for english reader,
i wanna write chinese agn,
REASON : tomorrow is chinese test
wanna warm up a bit!! heehee=)

金黄的枫叶,
随风缓缓落下~
发现,
转身后,
还有你们在我背后,
默默为我加油打气!
你们的微笑,
你们的加油声,
让我有勇气在这坎坷的生命之旅,
背着重重的行旅,
装着所有伤痛
还有你们给的心灵良药,
对!
你们就是
读着这篇文章的你!
感谢一路走来,
你们给我的支持,
才没有让我在最艰难,
难熬的考验中倒下,
甚至不会再让我有死亡的念头...
是你们告诉我,
生命之所以很漫长,
是因为这一段路,
会有很多美好的东西装入你的背包里。

朋友,
若你过不去的时候,
请记得把背后的包包打开,
请看看,
曾经的美好,
就算现在,
那些点点滴滴只存在在我们的回忆里,
我们也要紧握拳头,
咬紧牙根,
用尽全力,
往美好的未来冲,
就算前方没有堡垒,
就算等在前方的不是你最想见到的人,
就算前方不如计划中的美好!
加油!
向前冲,
像一只破蛹而出的蝴蝶,
在能展翅的前一刻,
都需要历经种种困难。

我们应保持着一种信念,
那就是,
相信有微笑,
就有奇迹!
有好的心情,
才有能力创造奇迹,
才能够得到你想要的荣耀。

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在我心里,
有一根根细细的针,
不断地刺入我心里,
不是很痛,
但是却又无法无视它的存在,
不是不痛不痒,
我只是需要等,
等你发现了后,
慢慢一根根地把它拔走~
让微笑留在你我脸上。
不要说你做不到!
不要说别指望你!
请你了解,
心病终须心药治‘,解铃还是系铃人~
你答应要开开心心的!
别忘了我们的约定!

加油
加油
加油!!

and still dun forget to S-M-I-L-E

Monday, November 8, 2010

Oh yay!!!

oh yay~~
i got 34/40 for BM paper 1
although laz exam i got 37/40 @.@
ok nvm...
at least i tried my best~

oh NOO!!!
my english 35/40...
disappointed wei....
T^T
haiz....
nvm, work harder nxt time!!!
yay!! gambatte!!!
i CAN do it!
=]

haiz...
today is science,
paper 2 ok lah~~~
quite easy honestly,
whereas paper 1
SUPER DUPER TOO HARD!!!!
gosh~
impossible to get 90 for science this time...
T^T

tomorrow is maths...
but i'm still fb-ing blog-ing miss-ing~
@.@
how can i concentrate?
haiz haiz~~~
jia you bei!!!!
I CAN do it.....

btw,
i went to xx class,
talk to 3 xx
and feel so happy.

I MISSING SOMEONE BADLY!!
T^T

nvm i still

S-M-I-L-E =]

Saturday, November 6, 2010

`Blog blog blog, BLOG BLOG BLOG!!! hahahax`

ooh NO!!!
charm~~
my head broke down all of a sudden
.__.

hey dude,
wad am i doing here?
-_-
=="

blogging lar ish~~~
==
ok... this is fun!
XD become stupid ki~
BLAH~~

oh no no~~
i tot monday is chinese wor~~ T^T
who noes...
a person called me gila told me monday is science ar~~
COOL~
i wasted yesterday afternoon to learn chinese's grammar~
WATERPARK~

and i quickly learn sc at night....
learned some...
confuse in external fertilisation and internal fertilisation...
.__.
then ask 4 person...
ok... tat's great!
but...
STILL BLUR WEI!!!
nvm...
juz let it be...

laz night is really cool...
helped linda to revise her maths
emeline din turn up at msn BUT she ask me to on9!
wadda~~~~~
okay... NVM~
i'm so kind rite??
( all say NO!!!)
.__.
ok...

and a MR. UNKNOWN....
make me blush for 2 times...
LOL
and he do it purposely...
and he laugh a lot...
dude,
if making me blush is really funny...
please take it as ur hobby!
COZ,
i like to see u smile~
teehee=)

btw,
something really make me sad...
Dar banned me to use `ZiZi`
coz tat is her iloveyou brother's copyright~
T^T
cry......
and for qiqi's iloveyou brother...
why u worte `Edwina pisang goreng` at ur blog har...



haiz...
tomorrow is SCIENCE!!!
and i laerned maths instead...
my head is turning around and around~~~



but still,
i din forget to
S-M-I-L-E

=]

EXAM~~~

E
X
A
M

woots?
gila!!!

ok...
not stressed..
not really hardworking..
dunno wad is happening..
not as hardworking as laz and laz laz exam!
HATE it!!!

nvm,
juz do my best!

Bless u all get a great marks~~

and dun forget too --

S-M-I-L-E =]

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Lucky Clover~

OOH~
addicted in clover~~~
><
1st leaf hope
2nd leaf faith
3rd leaf love
4th leaf Luck

i folded the 4th leaf to Qiqi
hope she appreciate it!

><

BM1 & BM2
a little bad ==
dun care




=D



=]






=)




XD







XP









S-M-I-L-E ~~~
^^

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

YAY~~~~~~~

YEAH~~
I have successfully ended my form 2 life~
haiz haiz...
i nearly drop my tears ^^
but i kek it!
suddenly i feel tat i grow up edy~
no more crying
i should have accept leaving
coz i noe we will be seperated nxt year!!
I appreciate to met y'all!
although we have sad times,
hard times,
happy times!
I promise not to forget y'all~
not to forget our trip to MSAM
not to forget our school's super duper great 2E choir!
not to forget all the time we had together!
not to forget ur smiling faces~
but to forget ur angry, unhappy face!!
hahahax~

in other way,
i'll make new friends from other class next year...
suddenly,
i feel tat,
seperate and stay is no longer so important!
as long as we hold on together!
Fight thru trouble!
Do our best to make a better future!

My favourite Quote:
``Dont try your best,
But DO ur best,
Be a better best of yourself``

is tat a great one? hahahax

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今天特别美好。

谁说,
句点一定要非完美不可?

这点我推翻!
今天还不是恼得不愉快~
但笑一笑~
事情还不是过去了?
但是我还是希望你尊重我。
我从来都不是一个会轻易和别人分享我世界的人!
请别硬闯
这样我不仅会受伤
你也一样会!
我好不容易忘记一个人
你怎么忍心再揭我的伤疤呢?
我真的很失望
失望透了。

受伤了?
没关系...
至少我明白
我的自我保护意识还很强。
有些事情
不该分享就不该分享~

我很快乐,
终于算是和解了~
为了找到她
还特地开MSN等她on9~
够有诚意吧?
嘻嘻~
我可真是领教了以前的自己有多小气!
哈哈~

学到的东西:
1) 秘密不是一定要分享的
2) 曾说过不会做到的事,随着时间,坚持和顽固也会渐渐被冲淡
3) 学会接受不完美
4)尊重别人,如果你想别人尊重你
5)不要强迫别人做他不想做的事

anyway~
juz S-M-I-L-E
muackssss~
(P.S. i gave a lucky clover to someone~ pls appreciate it)

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

我懂了~

我在进退的路口 我看不见了天空
我快乐吗 我也好想躲一躲 到你的胸口
我的喜悲你的自由 就像彩虹短暂逗留
你快乐吧 你找到你的出口 你真的自由
``我不爱过 就不懂寂寞
我不难过 泪又怎么会流
爱的够重 伤的够痛
证明我爱过
幸福走过 才浮现感动
幸运的我 曾拥你的温柔
你的笑容 还有你问候
都让我心动
你喜欢过 你沉溺过 你残忍过
这一刻我都懂 我真的自由 ``

yea~
a qutie new song~
<我懂了> from 金莎
nice too~
same title with my title today~ ^^

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Suddenly i remember something...
the reason u attract me~
yep~ u're very simple and nice...
i dont care whether is tat ur mask.
i dont care whether u're acting...
Ur blog strongly instill tat be urself is the most important one!
yup! i admire tat!
keep it simple anti-think too much anti-complex!
u brought me a simple life~ muackssss

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for my yesterday's post...
i put it down already~
^^
maybe i should juz go straight and shke hand with her...
although i will never forget the scar~

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Beib created a besties! group~
nice wei!
tat really remind me that...
i'll owes have four really super duper extrem hyper great friends~
throw away all the sad things and go ecstatic!
muahahahaha =)

S-M-I-L-E

回忆

最近,比较烦。
是家事,就别多过问...
刚才躺在床上哭到睡着。
手机里播这曾佩慈的歌。
回忆不争气的在脑海里一一浮现。

007,
这名字熟悉吗?
霹雳MIT还记得吗?
747, 187,miss cherry 又是谁在扮演...
幼稚,
对,是很幼稚,
但这也是我中一生涯最精彩的一部分。
到底该如何切断这一切的羁绊,
我不知道~

终极三国,
你了吧?
呼延覺羅.脩 (刘备),葉赫那啦.宇香 (孙尚香)
够爱,泪了
这曾是我们的话题
永远永远聊不完的话题....

为什么,
裂痕开始有的时候,
我没有笑着去弥补?
为什么我坚持割断我们之间的羁绊?
我恨你?

中二的生涯,
快完了。
我想我后悔了吧。
后悔遇见你?
我不知道...
你给的伤痕依然清晰可见。
为什么总会有一种,
后悔没答应原谅你的想法呢?

快中三了,
我们还会被编排到同一个班级吗?
我们以后还有机会吵架吗?
还有机会在你的面前撒娇耍任性吗?
还能像从前亲昵地叫你老公吗?
还能像从前手牵手的一起走吗?

我能放下所有的不愉快吗?
我还能对你敞开心胸吗?
我还能躺在你肩膀哭泣吗?
我还能不能大声的说
你对我最好了...
我能吗?

你不在是我的007,
我不再是你的天魔星...

说了再多恨你,
我始终放不下,
我们的友谊。
我会忍不住
对你友善
我会忍不住
很想坐在你身旁...
我可以吗?

回忆,
它是沉重的羽毛,
耽搁了天使向前冲的欲望
一而再地让我停滞在分手的那个分岔路。
我们都忘了是谁先伤害谁。

忘了,
时间冲淡了一切,
却永远冲不淡我对你的情谊
更冲不淡你给的伤害。

我该不该放手,
再伸出友谊之手。

是的,
明天或许我会到图书馆去k书
这勾起了我们一起度过的美好时光。
眼泪沾湿了衣服,
泪痕爬满了脸颊。
我却依然留在
原点......

Monday, November 1, 2010

Cool Wei~~!!!!

guess wad!
i get A for my PSV this time o~
*A* wor!!!
85~
EIGHTY-FIVE wor!!!
LMAO!!
thanks my beloved cikgu Winnie!! ^^

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Argh~
i think i hurt my spinal cord...
it is so pain since science...
T^T
dont know wad to do ...
nvm... IGNORE it for my own good!
muahahaha~ juz smile smile smile... everything will cure ^^

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i can count the distance...
true!!
it is so far~
i cant even see ur face~
our communication is juz shouting at each other and hurting each other....
......
it all changed since that night...
u never think of me!
u never think of other ppl!
u juz think tat we misunderstand u!
u're innocent!
BULLSHIT!!
u done something wrong,
and now u blame tat we lock u up...
WAD the Hxxx
are u awake?
or u're still mabuk?!
XXXXX
@.@
still kek emo and fb...
sia soi me nia!!!
I HATE U!!!
repeat it~ I HATE YOU!!!!!
grrr... nvm....
i still haven forget to S-M-I-L-E~~~~
=]

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And then i gave Yanny her bdae present le~
^^ hope she like it although many ppl gave her the same present~
=]
and we play a lot during reccess....
i noe some of u saw it and might think we're crazy...
XD but nvm as long as we're happy...
today...
Penny really become a post-girl a...
==
LOL
and join us to crazy today... good wei
at least everyone smile a lot...
the most crazy thing is...
i laugh till cry...
==
ok u noe it...
Edwina's style....
really geng lor~~~
hahahx smile =]

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nothing much today....
somehow...
i realise that i cant concentrate my study when ppl keep chit-chating...
nvm...
school is a place for us to gossip...
maybe i should juz close my book and enjoy~ ^^
btw, tomorrow qiqi is going to library with me XD
yeah~ can do revision with her le!!
Luv it~ =D

btw, stop today...
somebody is gonna et mad if i blog too much time...

S-M-I-L-E for ur own good!! muacksss~