怎么啦？

怎么啦？
没收到我的简讯吗？
一整天空空的...
有点寂寞


又要生病了
这次
如果真的病了
我就惨喽


期待明天
=)
就是喜欢 Leo 的生活


明天要尽量休息
生病就真的完蛋了
=P

big clearance

removed most off the untrusted reader...

teehee=)

who stayed is the one who i trust

7 person...

still deciding should i remove them...

i juz damn scare people misunderstand me =]

yep..

dont make them misunderstand them and juz kick them off

yay~

carefree life

gay life

woots...

i'm really damn useless...

i can never learn bad like wad the previous post written..

=.=v

ya~ tat's juz write nice punya~

who cares my blog have no readers...

i'm the best reader,

and blog is juz for my own remembrance

u big liar...

i'll never forgive u..

=)

i forgive u by using words..

it's not my hearty words

CNY is juz around the corner...

and may my wishes come true...

=P

i feel warm when i saw ur status and found tat u put a `Mrs` on that..

wow...

:]

i smile...

hmm...

juz stop this post 1st=)

and now

BIG CLEARANCE for my bedroom! tehee =D

困住

我困在小圈子里
我跨不出
我走不出
只能一直在圈子里打转
我好没用
眼泪一直一直掉

有些事情
真的没有那么复杂
我知道
我想多了
我小心眼了
我多心了
我吃醋了
我无理取闹了
我错了
我活该
难道不是吗？

我大可萧萧洒洒地离去
可是我办不到
我永远都会被回忆打败
对！
我没有你这么冷血
我宁愿让自己当个弱者
也不要恨别人
来让自己得罪恶感消失！

我佩服你
感谢你
让我看到我内心深处
可以是这么善良
不像你
人之初 性本恶！

果然
我又上当了
这世界上
怎么会有所谓的朋友
哼！
太天真了
只有不断的报复
不断得利用别人
伤害别人
自己才不会被伤害
我早就应该
把心软的自己
消灭掉

我愿意
做一个黑色翅膀的恶魔
我要
伤害别人！！

谁会是
第一个受害者？

我想做
相反的我！

Oh great =)

Oh great =)
oh yay~
i'm feeling so nice...
sick is really cheering me up...
i love to suffer..

u say i din care ur feeling,
i say u din care my feeling..
nice things~

i never say regret to cry for u
but u keep say u regret to cry for me...
this is so fair isn't
juz like i owes stick to u,
but u never stick to me
is it the same thingy =)

sotimes...
i really things i only make thing worst...
like me...
accidentally walked into ur world and then...
argh!!!
thanks for not telling the truth...

i'm hating myself seriously...
and hurting myself seriously...
now my heart is still bleeding..
it never stops...

每个人
都会认为自己没有错
我也是这样

三度的受伤
我很难
很难再原谅自己
原谅自己受伤
我不怪你
我从来不会

我只怪自己
生气你的所作所为时
只会假装笑笑说无所谓

从来
什么不开心的
我自己承担
因为我不希望你不伤心
你是我所有
所以
我什么都可以忍
都可以宽容
=')
或许
我这样不对
我真的不想因为我的问题
让别人伤心
你不会懂

我从未正面骂过你
因为
以前的我常常说话很直
结果
别人恨我了
你答应过
你不会像`她们`那样对我
其实
你给的伤害
早就超越`她们`给我的

Angeline...
i cant make it...

tears are still dropping..
after a week...
i'm still very sad..

我说的无所谓
真的是无所谓？

blog is not a good place for u to sound~

blog is not a good place for u to sound~
please take note that `blog is not a good place for u to sound~`
!!!!
if ur blog is public...
u hsouldn't bring an issue up too...
same as facebook...
it is only making it worst...


feel like making my blog as a real secret place again..
LOLs...
feel not secure...
:'(
maybe i should really get away from these public thingy
sometime i really need privacy very much..
juz for certain kind of things..
especially feelings
<3
hahax


today,
my cutest niece and nephew from singapur come to my house and `rock` again...
argh~ such cute little baby...
only when they want to buang air besar,
but my cousin forgot to bring their pampus...
mummy and i rush to buy for them...
wow....
it's so kelam kabut
i tell mummy i wan baby sis or bro....
=P
my mum juz say...
u wont like them to follow u when u go pak to next time...
i was like : i wont i wont XD i will bring them and be my bulb!!
haiz...
but nt logic oso,...
have a sis/bro youger 15 years than u...
@.@
when they go secondary school i may married already... LAWL!!!


read someone's essay...
haiz...
i understand how low is my standard!
i think he is even better than seng wei..
walao...
700++ words no grammar mistake...
:'(
mine?
sometime even whole page is red...
i gotta gambatte!!!!!!
=P
u muz teach me o!!!
MUST MUST MUSST!
=P


told sze khe and felicia something...
felicia juz look not interested...
ok juz let it be..
sze khe is like keep thinking tat we misunderstood each other...
wow....
MIGHT be?
i dont wan to make my conclusion too early...
and my secret friend...
sorry...
i reallly cnt follow wat u said...
haiz....


OMG...
i'm still sick ar...
owes fever and recover fever agn... and recover agn...
oh please~
come on!
WAN CNY liao~
still in this kind of state?
i WILL recover!! hahax


preparation before CNY really make my shcedule all full...
not thinking of going out or slack..
sure my mum will scold me...
blah blah blah...
be good kids lor~
=)


i regreted something haiz...
no use to think bout it agn... =)
if she wanna spread or think too far..
let her i guess blah~ XD


nice...
u finally quickly get my things...
hope my expresion is like normal ya!
hahax

off to do my PBK's work~
i wan be guai guai nv =)
and sayang by ppl LOLx...

dare~

i dared myself to do something today~
=)
yay~~~ i successfully made it!
Yoohoo!!! congratz nana =]
finally,
i dare to speak out some words... XP
i've change...
:$
ahahhahahax
keep smiling stupidly today....
although my ear still gt a little uncomfortable..


sweet time today~
i love chocolate...
hope u can feel happy whenu eat tat thingy~ =]
smiling real wide now...
imagine i'm eating tat...
hahax
tat's my favourite...
hope u enjoy what i love~ ^^
ps. it represent my heart too~
LOLx...


should i confess?
my reason...
will it hurt u?


i suddenly found that...
i should really thanks god tat i have angeline as my neighbour..
my greatest neighbour in the world...
I LOVE YOU!!! thanks for giving me suggestion and cheer me up~


thanked nicole tell me the `things`
dunno how to say~
=P
is like 占卜 rite?
mostly is accurate...
juz my bro say
耳水不平衡 is for old people only...
 bt i really got 偏头痛 lah~~
hahax
maybe i old liao ar~~~


=)
happy birthday to calvin and qiqi

(P.S qi, did ur mum vrought u to delizze?) hahax


I fall for you...
seriously i do!
=]
sweetest people that sayang me the most!
hahahahahax

i get stuck~!

furiously...
i get stuck...
phew~~~
stuck myself on my bed...
i dun wanna get up..
is suffering since last night...
and had the weirdest dream in the world...
oh my...
i have stomachache early in the morning...
i cried... LOL
and it gets better when i dreamt someone...

my heart become so sensitive since so many incidents happen...
:'(
didnt mean to push everyone away...
never mean to hurt u

fianlly u respond...
and my eyes are filled with happy tears...
and my heart is pain...

i've fallen so deep...
fall so deep to u with my pain....
once again...
u controlled everthing of me...
and i get so jealous and upset and emo today...

should be fixed?
hahax
i got the respond i want~
=)

enjoy life?
hahax
might be...


i admit i'm nt serious last time...
but i'm really firm to say i am now!
hahax ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥



=)

kesian

kesian betul Melvin wong ah bik ni
he hurted his leg...
='( hope u get well soon...
thanks for letting me to help u..
=)
helping u really cheer me up...
Helping a friend make me feel warm and understand that in this world, there still got friends that will lend u a hand whenever u need it.
so i stop crying
i wipe away my tears...


stay strong
i know that i'll really meet another me that help friends without any reason...
i love myself so much
not going to hurt my body by crying like useless people...


take care Melvin,
get well soon =] 


hope everything will be nice
i'll pray for you~

......

今天

很奇怪的说

一直一直不理我的朋友

眼泪依旧

像坏掉的水龙头

怎么锁都锁不紧

当我爬上顶端

往往会跌到谷底

是我得意忘形

忘了问

到底你说的话是什么意思

就抱着自己的主观

去看待那些事情

说到底

我的伤心

还是自己照成的

你说得对

我部坚强

也好欺负

对不起

不想让你了解我

了解我的人

往往都会被我画上句号

不为什么

我怕

太怕受伤

对不起

我不信任你

不是你的问题

是我自我保护意识太强

在我心里筑了一个高高的墙

不想开门让你进来

对不起

都是我的错

每次

失意的时候

总会有意无意地

伤害别人

还会生场大病

我有点撑不住了

我耳朵好不舒服

头好晕

老师说得或许没错

我压力很大

因为我不懂得

如何保持安全的距离

一旦喜欢上

就把你当成我所有

过分的事我包容

欺负我我忍耐

如今

我真的

一无所有

对不起

我的朋友们

='(

let go...

even u...
even u do t to me..
hahax...

let my heart keep bleeding..
had drown in my tears...

juz keep my heart bleeding...
never ever trust anyone anymore!

FIRETRUCK!

:'(

saddest time...
dont be shock..
if u see watery eyes...
and act nasty...

lost... all i want is juz my bro...
a bro who cares me...
Alfred... i'm sooo sad....

疗伤

想了很多
还是止不住眼泪
=)

和以前一样
我一伤心
就会想听林宇中的歌
看他帅帅的照片
呵呵~
突然想起还有这种疗伤法！
哈哈

彻底
被他的歌征服了
《失恋学》
好符合我的心情
只不过
我并不是失恋

崩溃了
在一次的崩溃
突然很讨厌
人家`酸`我！
:'(

生病了:'(

生病了:'(
应该是哭得太累了

不要对号入座
然后死逼我说发生什么事情
你难道不懂
一个人如果提一件让她伤透心的事
只会让她的心情更糟糕吗！
你或许只是想关心
怎么你却让我觉得你更想要证明你自己的清白
你知不知道
你的这个举动
让我悄悄掉了一滴泪

老天
还是眷顾我的
对不对丫
my dearest 知己

我的 YIAN LING ar~
你不要弄到我酱感动啦！
@.@
谢谢你的关心
='(
我并没有把什么事情都藏起来啦
只是
过去的我
每次都抱怨这个抱怨那个
让你们讨厌了
所以
现在
我只好什么都自己来喽~
=(

我还是走不出
那个阴影
对不起
如果你觉得我今天不睬你

我还能相信谁
除了
Mr. Mafia, 知己，Mr Whatever 还有我的家人
我还可以对谁敞开心扉

我很认真
很认真对待每个人
我从不想得到一样的对待
只要
不要背叛我
利用我

对待朋友
我不想在认真了
随便就好吧~ =)
这样
就不会让我失望了

心穿了一个洞
血流干了
从此
生命中
可能少了友谊
或者是暂时的
我相信
我会找到
更好的朋友
比你更珍惜我的朋友
比你更明白我的朋友
比你更懂得安慰我的朋友
不会采取极端的手段来逼我

以上纯属发泄
我写的
不一定是针对一个人
不，是不针对任何人
只针对我心里的自己！

眼泪

眼泪掉不停啦~
怎么办
我不希望我在学校哭
伤得好重
好痛...
不要
请不要
再出卖我，利用我

眼泪模糊我的眼眶
我不想睡觉
想哭个够~
真的彻彻底底
哭个够
然后就放了。
:'(

一张画

一张画，

不

是一张

未完成的画

一张

兴致勃勃的开始；

半途看了很心痛

的画

最后的祝福

也不想给了

知己

我做不到

送不出那个礼物

我做不到

我花了多少心

他却这样对我

我对送礼物

失去兴趣了

统统要送出的礼物

我统统收回

对不起

重伤，

爱上了

空空的感觉

浑噩渾噩的日子

朋友

到头来

还是....

=)

笑得出啊~

可是

我越是笑

眼泪越是涌出来

:'(

哭

我哭不出

眼睛

还是肿肿的

=P

虽说

少一个`你们`

我只是少了`你们`

我还有全世界

还有知己，

还有我两个最棒的哥哥，

还有一个不对我发脾气的

Mr Whatever

昨晚

我真的对一个人很不公平

对不起

我说了好多

不该说的话

我就觉得

我当时是醉了

谢谢你呀

听了我的疯言疯语

谢谢你没骂我

Mr Whatever THANKS!!

昨晚

和一个人同时哭了

是他说的

是不是真的

我业不清楚

哈哈~

可是

感觉上

我好像有了一个双胞胎！

嘻嘻~

真是奇怪的人

自己还不是伤心

就赶快来安慰我！

你最好了~

昨晚

真的很谢谢知己愿意陪我说话

感觉上

和她说话

就像靠在她肩膀一样

好温暖

好窝心~

谢谢你哦~

不然

我真的会想太多勒~

知己知己~~~

你最好了！！

谢谢！！！

那张画

始终想把它撕了

面子

不想留给你

谁会喜欢

一张未完成的画？

算了

礼物

不送了...

最后的祝福

也不给了

自私吧？

=)

失败

失败的我
很失败的说
昨晚
我和眼泪
一起睡着了

今天
彻彻底底
被冷落了
她看不到我吧？
别人比我更好吧？

我需要的肩膀
是自己的
我真的

不在相信友情了！
骗子
淡淡之交
够了
有一个谈得上心事的知己
就够了

谢谢你的祝福，知己
我会，
会快乐的
一定会！
我会加油！

啦啦啦~
哭一大场后~
我轻松了~

我会学着放下
我敢拿得起
我就会放下~

虽然
我的梦碎了~
Mr. E 说的也印证了~
我还是
想笑一笑

so?
继续
S-M-I-L-E 下去喽~

hahax =]

你的部落格

看了你的部落格
我哭了
你说的对
对别人宽容
根本就是在伤害自己

希望哭一哭就没事了

希望你也会快乐

:'(

I'm a LIAR~

I'm a LIAR~
will u believe?
uh huh?

sorry i lied...

说谎的后果
果然，
会让人受不了。
以后
千万千万不可以说谎
也不帮别人圆谎了~


很乱
很乱
很乱

很烦很烦很烦！

当思想一次一次被打乱时...
我欲哭无泪
我在做什么
我自己
也不清楚目的何在了...

迷路
总要自己找路
就算是噙着泪水
我也想
一步一步慢慢走。


我才离开一会儿
就错过了好多
不认识你了
你成长的经历
有一小部分我缺席了
却让我讶异着，郁闷着
怎么
不一样了
被欺骗着
我沉默着
该怎样走下去
你会教我吧？
我会
适应你的`成长`
=P
我可以


我总是这样
总爱追会
自己推开的东西
追不回了
只能故作轻松的说
`不错啊`
其实
眼泪早已占据了眼眶
放肆着


心酸酸的~
懵懵懂懂
一天又过了
我快乐吗？
学会宽容
却成就你更放肆

我快乐吗？
笑得快乐吗？
不属于我的
怎么都会比较好？
灿烂的微笑
不会是对着我
最好的生日礼物
也不是我的
有实力的
也不是我

严重
失去自信

犹豫不决
我该参加运动会吗？
我的实力
不如以前了
我很少
很少在家乱练了。
时间牺牲在书桌前
第一名是考到了
我失去的
好像是更多

可悲
我连打人的力气都没了
:'(
一个欠打的文弱书生！


差劲的我
如何挤出一个
难看的笑容？

=(

sensitive haiz~~

HAIZ~~~
these days...
ppl keep scolding me stupid...
qiqi scold me...
mummy scold me...
edmund scold me...
and even hui ju scold me stupid...
walao eh~~
am i really stupid untill need u guys to keep remind me that i'm stupid...
exploded when edmund scold me stupid juz now and i cry at his bed!! =.=v


ok i swear i'm stupid...
really stupid!!!
i dunno bout feeling...
i dunno about everything!!
@.@
it hurts the most when i really realise i;m really idiot until....
haiz!!!


wonder why qiqi keep say the word ``AD`` and ``Aaron`` in front of me...
it's not weird to hear the word ``ad``
but true weird for the word ``aaron``
complicated....
really complicated
my head is going to explode soon...
T.T
why i'm born with a brain without inteligent and knowledge bout feeling de things...
haiz....
cry :'(


saw too many Mr. Unknown at school...
bad luck!!
and when playing true and dare...
i'm relaly to lucky!!!
lucky to the max!!
keep asked with really really `difficult` question...
and i realise tat i'm really blur!
SHIT


currently,
in a true complicated state....


once again i feel the heartbeat that i tot had die....


maybe i'm wrong....
i shouldn't hate to grow up...
i think i should grow up now...
start from 2day...


tears filled my eyes ...
i want to grow!!


i dont wanna be left out...
everyone seems like a;ready understand wat's feeling...
only me....
still relaly blur bout tat!
i should jia you!


btw,
1st time tat i'm excited bout valentine day,
wonder would anyone give me anything XD
hahax
bleuk~ =P


I want to grow!
S-M-I-L-E =]

SICK?

now we're having `sick trend`

i think i'm going to follow the trend very soon!

T.T

cough cough,...

my throat is hot...

my temperature is raising..

oh God....

i dont want to be sick :'(

crayz playing piano after dinner... i think more than 1 hour..

=D nice

i juz sight reading all the songs from the new book~

love it!

i din touch my exam pieces...

yup,

i'm lazy dude.... hahax

learn geo after i take a nap..

manage to read thru the very short notes...

=3=

then at ngiht  try to do some exercise... 

gosh... i think i start with a wrong topic...

i dont want to be a failure!!

jia you girl~

i'm da BEST~~~ =P

today's maths test...

i wnana cry...

i juz manage to do all on time...

i din even have the time to check my ans~

T.T

and the constructing part...

cry ar!!!

dunno why i draw more then 3 times...

still nt very chun...

worry!!!

today during BI period,

play true or dare with my darlingsss :

Ni-Co-Le Beib

Fe-Li-Ci-a Wifey

Che-zy Dar

Anti-rice Hanie

and me myself E-D(ddie)-Wi-Na...

such a weird name... 4 of the name i made it..

and the last is made from my dear Ni-Co-Le...

ah-hem...

saw someone's name? =.=

told something  ireally really dun wanna to say...

LOLx....

Velentine...

would i receive any present?

LOLx...

i promised to give valentine present to my darlingsss =)

Fe-Li-Ci-a wifey said she wilt give me a wilt rose =X

sad ar....

but i definitely will give her something nice~ 

hmm...

1st time i'm looking foward to Valentine~

have i grown?

LOLx

Did i think too much?

tat girl...

is me?
LOLx....

hope is me think too much~ =P

 treat everyone as friend so far...

^~^

btw, my daer president aaron is sick...

LOLx....

take care...

better fast fast return to school!

i want the valentine's sale form!

XD

oops... i think i should continue with my geo...

at least read the part i blur...

pray for us to manage ans nicely tomoroow and past with flying colours n.nv

Jia you!!

S-M-I-L-E =]

I smile =)

feel nice~
laz night had a talk with my `da jie`
talk bout boys..
XD
talked something silly~
LOL....


nice that someone really forget bout my words~
TOO nice =)
hahahax
maybe tat's a nice joke too!!


ST tres' Leo are having valentines day sale :D
i defintiely will support since i think tat is a very good idea~
anyone wanna buy please contact leo aaron for more information
notice will be put up at....
er.....
=.=
forget the place
i go check~

`the posters will be at foyer notice board and leo notice board`


teehee=)

i had be nasty today...
my sound suddenly gone off,
and i'm having a pretty bad mood at school...
i said something bad i guess..
and have been bad...
Soooorry~
i dont mean it..
i really treasure my voice~
juz now,
dunno wat happen my throat is very painful..
no sound agn..
so worry...
but now is ok agn...
gosh~~~
=.=v

it's the symbol of gettin sick :'(
oh pls dont~


peace~
i smile~
go on with my smile =P


person i interact today tat made me smile :
1, christina
2, teacher victoria
3,miss ying
4, xin ning


they make me feel warm that and smile helplessly~
teehee=)
but tat doesnt mean other ppl din make me smile,
juz
hahahax...
no offence~

S-M-I-L-E  =]

i need a smile

I need a smile~ =]
juz need a single smile,
from anyone =)


Smile for me

S-M-I-L-E

handsome boy ~ ♥

today i'm lucky/ unlucky,
my violin teacher is absent,
then another handsome + young boy teach me..
walau...
attracted
not crush hia!!!
is juz he's too pro in violin...
T.T
honestly,
dont really dare to look at him.. Lolx...
i cnt talk properly too...
but,
ya,
he's so 温柔~~~
~.~ hu hu~


requested him to my violin teache... will comfirm as fast as possible since my friend asked me too~
muahahahaha
then every sunday i will watch handsome boy liao =P
and perhaps i'll be  very hardworking to learn violin becoz gt handsome boy teach me...
hahahax
impossible lar...
if u know me well...
i'm very paiseh to boys de lah...


hmm... nothing to write liao...
the present is still in progress...
quite love it...
hope my bestie will appreciate it =P


my heart is empty....
and i filled chang ah ki in...
^^
hope she'll noe~ teehee=)

S-M-I-L-E =]

=.=v

too complicated...
i've turned up to hate home for n oreason...
too comfortable till....
i cnt do my hmwk ut sleep sleeep sleep...
LOLx....


haiz... hmwk haven done ar...
geo haven learn ar...
cry liao ar...
LOL
childish...


hiaz...
remain childish is my only choice i guess...
to escape from a world tat is complicated...
LOLx...


so sienz...
so cold...
no energy to do anything except sleep =3=
tooo cold...
my body is too weak or what...
morning and afternoon din rain ler...
my hands and legs still so cold..
even now!!
HAIZ!!!
wat's wrong lar!


seriously,
successfully put down my feelings thingy...
hahax
although it've been empty for days...
:D
like the relief feeling =P

cnt deny tat,
tat thingy is still inside my heart...
but so deep and far
tat will only appear when i'm too bored i guess...


haiz.. really hate ppl who complain bout the deco we do
walao!
u do lar...
 so pro...
everything is cacat in ur eyes lar!
lai do lar...
later ask u do,
then u better dont talk nonsense and push back all the jobs ar!
or else i really will piang ppl!!!
hate enough!


haiz...
wanna do something special for my bestie...
really really special...
haiz although she'll get a better pesent from her lao gong lor...
but i wanted to beat him for sure!
haiz...
reallly neeeed a hard work lor...


JIA YOU NaNA~

I CAN DO IT!

S-M-I-L-E =]

and the past repeats...

u never get it...
i was so hurt...

afternoon while taking my nap,
tears juz drop automatically when i was inside my warm blanket.
and i cry till i fell asleep...

juz now,
repeated what happen laz night...


翅膀硬了...
飞走了
就像我养的那只毛毛虫，
终于破蛹而出，
在我打开盖子
它就飞到远远了。


我很难过

有我这个妹妹就是丢脸对吗？
别人都比我好对不对？！
越大约不可爱是吗？

好吧...
你飞吧

你的事
我不管了

不要假惺惺的队我好
你制让我部舒服
喜欢别人就去对别人好吧！
我不屑！


难过啊！
心很痛


不会让你知道了


反正你就是不疼我！

sad day

cried juz now...
yep...
u grow too fast...
i can never catch up since on...
:'(

Happy birthday boy...
u dont need me anymore :'(

cnt help to feel sad...

why can a friend is better than me?
regret...
regret to buy a cake for u...
anyway..
gt ppl will make for u...

juz suan me...
nvm...
juz let u suan...
dont wan k u anymore...
keep disappoint me...


manage to get better...
hearing a nice song named -- Smile...
touching...
nice lyrics

`They can't be held back now
Your tears that shine
And still, you can't change
The selfish wind that shakes in your chest


Going for things is important, but
Honesty is your weakness
if you want to just hide
Because you might not be strong


Now, even if you can't see it
I'm positive in your heart
Is the strength to believe in something
So I'll wait for your smile


Today, all the people are wandering
Little travelers
Sometimes led astray, sometimes lost
As they search for tomorrow


If you're running away from pain
Stand up today, even if you're cowering
There's nothing to lose, If you just do things like that
I'm sure you won't lose anything


Because we are standing
At the beginning of tomorrow


A step so small, yet important
Will draw your future
Grab hold of something
Your own dirty hands are your medal

Now, even if you can't see it

I'm positive in your heart

Is the strength to believe in something

So I'll wait for your smile`

jia you =)

S-M-I-L-E =]

A post

get emo get emo get emo get emo get emo get emo get emo get emo get emo get emo get emo get emo

 mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo mai emo

this post cute hor?

yeah~
aaron do something wrong?
something tat i used to do last time...
i might do it sometime now too...
but he apologize and take action to recover it..

yup!
really...
wat for...
doing something silly juz for an idiot we call...
jia you leos!
we can do it!!
we're a big family!!!
we should support each other instead of having negative feelings!


woots~
finally leo walk 2 (2011) is launched successfully this morning =P
great feeeling!
it is just so NICE!!!
feel proud to be a LEO!
to serve school and those are in needs!
:D


i'm seriously proud to be a LEO!
i WILL be a Lion next time!
i need to gambatte gambatte to the MAX!!
XP


seriously lazy these days...
talk sempat do finish hmwk still wan play comp...
seriously wana hang myself...
=.=v


when world falls...
music speaks...
(adopt from someone's profile)
ya i agreed...
when the world come to a sad and tragic state,
only music can heal our hearts...
so alfred~!
whenever u fell sad or stress,
play ur guitar,
or listen to soft music
Soft music really heals u!
^~^

Cheers
and
S-M-I-L-E =]

^~^

和你说话
总让我觉得很踏实~
谢谢你
补习完后立刻陪我哈啦几句~
我又Happy啦！
摆脱摆脱，
要常常找我说话啦
毕竟
你最清楚我了啦~

positive attitude positive attitude!
dont freak myself!!

think of sweet and happy memories,
Lion James,
Leo camp~~
woohoo~ =)


Juz N-I-C-E!!
:D

happy day~
sleep and beat all the challenges 2molo nicely!!!

S-M-I-L-E!! =P

幸福的味道~

幸福的味道

或许就是脑海一片空白

慢慢品尝

慢慢咀嚼

直到找到

藏在深处的意义。

恍恍惚惚

浑浑噩噩

一觉醒来

我全都忘了

忘了开心

忘了烦恼

很空很空

原本就不属于我的

我独霸了

还了

却失去了重心

不再希望有奇迹

心里一半却空了

一个大大的世界

有你虚拟的影子

我很开心

就算是假的

我无所谓

可是我不想再欺骗自己

我回到小小的世界

只有我自己

始终不愿放过我自己

EMO leave me away lah!!!!

i hate u!

没有人找我信息

很空虚...

不被重视的感觉

又回来了...

果然，

有了更多

就会想要越多

越是害怕寂寞

它越是要跟着你

......

it feel bad..

gt ignore...

u ignore me 1st b4 i showed u my bad side...

yep!

i show wad i feel...

alfred ah!!! faz faz go reload ur hp ar!!! i'm bored ar!!!

w go the spring buy my package ok!!

save money then we can blah blah blah for a long long time!!

:'(

I'M BORED!!!!

i need u lahh.... T.T

u lie once

u lie once
i lie once
time past
memory stay
sad once
happy forevr
admire once
like once
dislike once
hate once
cry once



but...
i forgive all pasts :)
smile forevr

days by days

Nice time though it contains sad things bad things.
nice leo meeting with very the best attendance. =]
smiling whole-heartedly....
although it is nt a quiet meeting like wad aaron said!
LOL...
but i still stares at certain ppl so i reached my aim!
meeting with only staring! memang NICE :D


awesome time :)
taught my dear alfred piano~ NICE!
he say he understand,
well,
i might be a teacher nxt time!
he said should be a part time teacher~
coz i SHOULD be a musician! LOL
awww... nice!!
thx~ ^~^


TOO nice, too awesome, TOO happy time~
yep went for the 爱新年 de event
from aifm..
too nice,
i saw 钟盛忠，
celebrity i like,
i saw 易杰齐，
nice sound but too slim la~~~
hoohooo~
and i saw suk ching thr too :D
after my bro get all of theirs singanature,
we want to go home.
BUT!!!
guess wad?
DADDY BOUGHT ME 钟盛忠's ALBUM!
:')
woots daddy i love you!
then quickly!
go to queue agn for his singature!
LOL!!!
happy till crazy when i had HIS signature and we SHAKE HANDS!!!
:D
awww.... so nice =)


tat night...
i'm having a sweet nightmare!
how come nightmare can be sweet?
...
i never knew..
i have stress agn...
i dont wan to dream tiok `someone` liao!!
i hate stresson this kind of things...
aren't we friends?


hmm... finally,
became friend agn with Mr E.
NICE~
friend is juz a nice relationship~ =)


i guess...
i get ignore...
o.O
phew~
at least alfred still blah with me...
nice enough T^T


haiz....
stop waiting for miracle..
yep..
wad `someone` said is corrct...
praise ur mature thoughts...
:D


haiz... still gt hmwks... :(
bye blog...

S-M-I-L-E
=]

5th dayz

it's 1 week after that incident..

Yay...

we talked...

No u din,

realise my face expression...

talk bout queer topics with 2 A ppl

walao.. comments reach till o.O

TAT topic TAT topic!!

leave me away!

ok,

i'm ok already...

=P

life is so tough...

but really,

dont think to suicide,

=D

in fact,

we have more nice memories than the bad one!

XP

going to Pbk 2night...

o~~~~

=P

it reminds me for the badge's money!

XD

gotta study?

nt yet....

relax lar!!!

o.O

goyang kaki lah~

LAWL

having nice time =)

u dunno i noe =)

haiz.. no mood write

keep chatting at FB with 2A+1E

LAWL!!!

continue later =P

4th dayz n.n/:'(

yep,
boring title...
o.O

i fianlly finish my decorating things..
simply do it..
=.=v

Picture : =]

 Handwriting NICE mah? :D

Ya... all from CS2's notes n.n

got a cacat place on top... LOLx..

muahaha

NICE~ =D

quite a nice day.. feel disappointed though...

Did Mr Ting forget me alraedy?

LOLx...

laz time he used to disturb me when he saw me..

he cnt recognise me already ha?

feel down though...

maybe i make him dont dare to say HI?

Screw him at MSSM nxt time!!

muahaha!

i still got his video =D

dont let me find tiok ur fb...

or else u'll cry!! hahahax

but.. failed to find tiok his fb..

hahax..

luckily.. :D

haiz.. saw `someone` in a too near distance..

i saw `someone` turn away..

and so do i.

WAT'S WRONG?

I juz wanna be friends ENOUGH!

pity pity..

still wondering..

did i chose the right choice?

:'(

but nice too,

still really happy with my life,

at least i'm still alive =]

high 5 to myself,

I can Do it,

IM DA BEST! n.n

S-M-I-L-E =] owes and forever~

3rd dayz~

Say YA agn~
finally saw alfred at school!
woots...
am touch when soon seng helped me to collect the reference book.
^~^
hui ju Hanie went to my house and play with me
1st short assembly at morning session =]
went toilet with nicole Beib and Chezzy Dar in different period.
=P

LOL....

haven finish my hmwk yet,
=]
is going to write my essay tonight later i bath.
i spent my afternoon time at fb + learning geo bab1 + sleep

today qiqi say i owes smile,
true,
i'm too happy tat i learn finish Sej bab 1 LU!!!
NICE =D
PSV also nt start yet...
=P
let me be last minute bah...
~.~

laz night i have a nice time sms-ing mister Mafia
thx for accompany me!
^~^
belajar sambil sms memang cara yang terbaik.
with his accopanion,
i finished my sej bab1~
CHEERS~ WOOTS~ HOORAY!!! XP

nt being vain..
but i really did chg,
chg to a better person i guess,
but..
sometime,
i have hard times with my friends...
i'm totally lost when i sit near with my besties...
WHY?
coz we'll keep chit chating?
feel so far with me other besties -- Miss Ying and ning ning
:'( miss them, they sit so far from me

hope i'll quickly get use to this situation,
i should thanks God for letting me sit close to my Besties for i owes wish i could!
:]
and now,
i'm confused,
do i hope to see u more, or less?
we meet each other frequently..
but u juz turn away...
 so do i...
WHY?
is lion James wrong?
or wad i said is correct?
we aren't friends anymore? :'(
Alfred, maybe u're right....
but,
NO!!!
i'm not regret~
as long i know i'm a brave girl =P
but i'm brave in the wrong moment i guess...


as long as i S-M-I-L-E =]
i think there is nothing i cant pass through!


I hope all my friend with have a really nice and great day today and owes~
and is able to pass thru all theirs difficulties =)

                                                                                                                     Regards Nana Luvie

2nd Dayz =]

not as genki as yesterday~
=3=
half dead after i susun 3 E's jadual tugas harian,
quickly jump on bed laz night.
for sure,
i din forget to write a wish and fold it into star.
=]
currently in a dreamy stage,
i'm waiting for miracle..
LOLx...


today juz some hmwk,
but i'm still not done yet,
still thinking for PSV,
cikgu James eddie so kelian,
i borrowed his caligraphy pen and play...
=P
keep asking him whetehr correct or not.
i ever play with tat thing with anglinelaz time,
she taught me to write some of the alphabet,
but not really rmb already,
but i tried my best,
look nice =D


1st perhimunan,
really tiring,
my legs are `paralyze` i really cnt feel my leg,
i'm saved when we stand up to sing song!
LOLx...
quite happy,
3 F is no longer beside my class,
no need to be embrassing anymore!
Woots? o.O
during PH i saw ronald, Edmund only i guess...
=P

reccess time,
i stil wasted lots of time waiting for TOILET!
LOLx..
why only 1 of the toilet is open,
the other one leh!!
female toilet is really flooded with many female!
after i `done` my things,
i can only eat finish one piece of bread then the bell rang...
=.=
quickly,
put all the bread inside my mouth and ...........


Qiqi and Ju is driving me crazy for sure,
i'm not longer in a serious state,
crazy laughing tat might influence my dear Qin Hui...
sry, i'll to control myself tomorrow.


thx God...
saw `someone` in a very near distance,
i think he saw me too...
O-O
thx for not letting us to talk,
i'm embrassing for sure...
quickly,
i went away,
and emo for some seconds...


accidentally get emo is wad i always do,
^~^
whenevr u touch the wrong topic,
i'll go wrong


is my post too long?
read ekspedisi tll the end of bab 3 le.
Nice progression?
SEJ bab 1 is still a long way,
getting use of the busy days already?
No i guess,
still in a playful mode... =P
I love morning session,
coz got u,
coz got alfred and all the dear Leos
coz i grew bigger, and older =.=


somehow,
i felt i lost cikgu Dora...
the teacher i love, respect the most...
when she bersara,
dont be shock if u see a crybaby cry....
=P


Yes!
Saturaday got leo activity!
LEO save me from all boredness =]


LuVie,
Nana,
n.n
Jia you o!


S-M-I-L-E

=]

1st day~ ^~^

a brand new smemster!
i'm a form3 student lu~
1st day at school..
feel like um..
quite not happy with the elcteion!
they shouldn't choose me to be monitor.
i should have be PENOLONG!!
true!
i dont think i'[m better then lovianna..
LOLs...
should asked teacher to chg post..
but..
somehow,
an shuang lor...
20 people choose me with 41 students in class
i was really like O_O
OMG...
u sure u guys so support me?
i'm really shock with the result..
LOL...
an shang agn..
swt~!


TOO many hmwk...
make me worry when i go downstairs b4 going home..
LOL..
Alfred said i'm emo...
maybe...
XP
saw him at canteen...
too excited,
called him and make a funny face to him...
LOLx...


i saw mark in the morning..
i said sorry coz i forget to bring his things XD
i saw soon seng too!
i'm really excited tat time!
Woots!!!
i saw aaron tugas at foyer? tapak perhimpunan?
i saw him thru a real far distance...
=.=
i ate my chocolate talking with angeline and yuan hui during reccess!
too happy!
keep smiling today!
o genki desu!
saw cikgu Dora at foret wat time..
was totally excited and scream...
CIKGU DORA!
LOLx...
my classmate all look at me..
i was like : "aiyo! who cares!! 自 high..."
LOL LOL XD


too many hmwk liao lar!!!
LOL...
quite love my teachers...
i need to like them la!
hahax

i saw 3 someone at school...
let me think of my past...
my really really unlogic daydreams...
=P
Mr unknown forgot his name already~ XD
Mr F lol... gave him a smile ( might be sour or bitter) outside bilik bahasa 2
Mr E saw he emo at his table... at the laz row of bilik bahasa 2


current status :
1 getting myself mad at hmwk!
2 still space out some time and space for my feeling.. =P
3 still blogging? OMG!
4 nah.. can i be penolong?
5 I love all leos for sure! coz i'm too happy to see them all in morning session :D

i'm still wishing for miracle...
although it's over? not time yet?
who cares...
Edwina is a day dreamer...
LOL
should have know tat it is too imposible,
but i still believe in Lion James...
but ain't finding a new target i guess...
although i take it eay..
but MAN... it hurts though...
O.O


nevermind...
be strong!
i've grew?

S-M-I-L-E

=]

a sweetest smile for dear bro Mr Alfred.

坏了--张芸京 ， 我不再怕 -- Lara

坏了

天空的呼吸像你的声音
大步的离去用最后一丝力气
变成风 变成雨 去加速爱情的档
散发出斑驳的气息

眼看爱 慢慢的腐败
慢慢的解散
慢慢沉入暗黑的悬崖
这个世界上 什么东西不会坏

天空的呼吸像你的声音
大步的离去用最后一丝力气
变成风 变成雨 去加速爱情的档
散发出斑驳的气息

都怪我 偏偏要去爱 偏偏要等待
偏偏幻想我会是例外
不怪的时候 爱的多不知好歹
坏的就该淘汰 你比我早就明白
你比我早就明白 你比我早就明白

都怪我 偏偏要去爱 偏偏要等待
偏偏幻想我会是例外
不怪的时候 爱的多不知好歹
坏的就该淘汰 坏的就该淘汰

我不再怕

分手快一年了
头发剪短了
手机也换了新号码
现在的我不太一样
我不再怕 
少了你的晚餐
少了你温度的小毛毯
现在的我有长大 有长大
虽然想起你心还是会揪
虽然深夜并没那么好过
勇敢是我对自己的承诺
再想念也不能回头
一直不敢去面对的寂寞
习惯就好也没那么难受
也许我该谢谢你离开我
让我找到真正的自由
翻着我的日记
从分手的那页
到晚上睡前写的心情
我的笔画慢慢坚定

我才领悟
曾害怕的食物
像开车或对付一只小虫
不知不觉变得轻松

虽然想起你心还是会揪
虽然深夜并没那么好过
勇敢是我对自己的承诺
再想念也不会回头
一直不敢去面对的寂寞
习惯就好也没那么难受
其实我该谢谢你离开我
让我找到真正的自由
虽然想起你心还是会揪
虽然深夜并没那么好过
勇敢是我对自己的承诺
再想念也不会回头
当我发觉再恐慌的寂寞
现在我都能平静的度过
才明白虽然是你离开我
是我得到真正的自由
我真正的自由
*****************************************************************************************
我依然记得
你的什么值得我欣赏
喜欢你的理由
尽管
只是朋友~

tomorrow is 3-11-11

O.O silly title agn..
LOLx....

omost done my BC OMOST =.="

had a great violin lesson with new book.
1 go ON 2 songs!
COOL wei!

I want to be fb's gandi
LOLz...
i wanna fast fb!!!
=.=
gandi fast how many day then i wan fast how many days!
=.=!!!!

asked Julia help me book seat liao...
muahahahaha (evil laugh)
hope can sit in front coz my hearing really sucks to the max!
my eye sight oso sucks...
LOLx...


haven `pack` my school bag..
haven wrap my text book
exercise book haven write name.
socks still inside the packest
shoes still inside shoe box...
=.=

in fact,
my pencil case still dun have any stationary
this is really LOL!!!
=3=

is thinking to fast blogger too...
T^T
haiz..
since everyone will not be blogging regularly..
LOLz...
following trend 0.o

dont stop me from singing although i admit i cnt sing
LOLx...
if u dont let me sing..
sure i'll bored to the max..
Music is something tat is more important then food...
=.=

yes yes yes!
u're reading something call `bullsh*t`

ps lor...
really dont know why..
i'm acting abnormally


MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
=) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)
TEEHEEEETEEEEHEEEEEEE!
XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD
BLEHHHHBBLLEEEEEEEEH!
=P =P =P =P =P =P =P =P =P

LOLz =.=

please count how much LOLx, LOLz,=.= i wrote...
hahahahax

S-M-I-L-E =]