It's all O-V-E-R

Ok the joke is over...
I still have to come back,
I cant keep hiding...

OK juz let me emo?
and dun let anyone else know?
LOL
myabe??

Haha,
it is so hurt today...
so so so hurt....
her word....
LOL
i hate myself,
why when I lie and say tat I'm evil?
it's my fault i suppose,
i hope this is my last time to lie to myself,
i wish i could say i dont admire him when i really dont!
SHIT...

OK, i admit tat i really admire a boy now,
but i'm sorry, i really dont feel like telling anyone.
LOL...
I changed i suppose?
T-T
I really, really dont wan say it out anymore,
saying out these feelings only will hurt ppl.

I chose to be a secret admire.
So sorry i'll shut my mouth so close.
Sorry I lied to all of u of who i admire is...
Sorry it isn't HIM afterall...

U might be angry,
sorry,
maybe playing tat game is a really stupid + idiot idea.
But of coz i'm not like emeline...
I really treat u with sincere,
only this time,
i dont know why i become like this
so can u give me some time
maybe tat 2 person hurt me too deep till i dun even dare to let anyone else know my feeeling.

Overall,
I wont fall in love with tat boy i admire,
coz admire is juz admire,
it isnt like or love,
it might become 1 day....
but really not NOW!

Sorry my 4 friends :'(
no regrets...
but i feel guilty!
If u can understand then stop touching tat topic,
If u dont,
nvm u can be angry ><

HAIZ....
EMO...
so?
STOP HERE
and
laugh
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA