christmas eve

i've been forcing someone to lend me his ears...
for i really wanna express my feeling...
i'm a failure i guess...
i tot i hid my feeling so deep already...
but...
as u know,
actually i give up for my feeling towards tat `someone`...

and i realise...
my head really messy...

past and future..
all are hardeer than doing homework...

thx for sharing ur story...

chat with chief and lion james...
make me feel not so hopeless now!
=D
having a good talk with lion james...
wow..
he is so open minded...
he ask me to tell the person i like tat i like him..
wow~
impossible for me...

keep chating keep chatting...
lion james said when he wants to hold your hand, you disallowed
did i...
he said next time u learn to hold the boy's hand...
then i said how bout if he reject
then he said then u kiss him
i said impossible
he said see? how to be bf and gf...
then i ans i'm juz 14 still so young
he said in this modern world 12 already start... ( true)
then i ans it dont last dong does it?
he ans true. experience

i omost fainted...
why he is so open minded!
he is juz like my daddy!


OK,
i admit i like YOU!
i pray to God...
that everything will be ok like wad lion james said!


S-M-I-L-E and try to be brave!!!
Cheers!!
Merry Christmas!!!
MUAKCS!!! ^^