i can feel my heart beating so fast!
i didnt aim to get yap leong's badge or something fancy,
i juz ever say that i wanted his present.
in the next scene,
a little present warped like a sweet is at my hand.
and it was his present.
i cant believe it,
i juz joke to him tat i'll pray to take his present and...
wow....
but i never pray for sure,
i juz have a little strong feeling in my heart while passing those present around that,
i wanna get tat.
ya,
i open it at last,
it is not a snowman as wad qiqi said!
我一层层地揭开,
每揭开一层,
我就越紧张。
甚至到最后一层的时候
我还闭上可眼睛。
我以为我手上拿着的是一个木制的雪人,
哈哈哈~
wrong information!
my present is XXXXX
XD
i'm not sure,
wad is my feeling,
but this definitely is the best present for 2010~
although it is juz a simple thing,
but...
hmmm,
this is my first time to exchange present!
i'll keep it in a safe place ^~^
and maybe take it out sometimes.
and recall the memories we had,
smile,
talk,
laugh,
sms,
joke,
chat,
and leave i suppose?
this feeling is start from a question,
and a pity feeling.
then
know u better gradually...
nothing to be proud,
his boy friend like my bro noe his real characteristic too...
but among his girl friends,
i think i might be the very top people who noe the true him.
yes i admit i admire him,
but still unsure why do i do?
am i pitying him or wad?
the relationship between us now is juz good enough~
^~^ i dont wan a better or a worse one for sure!
why am i in this topic agn~
ok!
chun san's fault!
he brought me to my past day and make me rmb an emo boy...
i guess,
tat feeling is change already since long time ago but we juz din realise tat...
maybe i dont like him for sometime already...
i'm still very unsure...
but i noe tat we wont have anything special since on,
i left....
how sad.
when i tot i really could make it but i FAIL.
how could i trust myself or give myself a chance agn if i really fall into agn?
wad should i do if i realise my feeling too late?
get hurt agn?
I'm still too young i guess ='(
i couldnt make it...
i have no bravery to say i like u or wadevr to the boy tat is special to me...
how could i let him noe if i'm not well prepared,
how could i success when i noe nothing?
strictly asking myself,
persuading myself,
not to fall deeper this time...
maybe friendship is juz a nice distance for me...
future is juz like daydreaming...
if i'm smart enough...
let everything to be normal...
hide my feeling deep deep inside my heartcore...
i insist to have distance to him...
maybe i juz act tat i dont care bout this.
becoz the day i dream will never come true for sure...
juz keep it inside my heart,
and keep it as a sweet memory,
after sometime,
when i recall it,
maybe it is juz a comedy in my past.
maybe i gotta hit bed rite now..
and forget bout those days...
S-M-I-L-E
be strong to face each tough and happy day!
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