seriously hurted...

I've been living hopefully these days!

I really did!

after watching nadame cantabile!

i'm seriously know what i really want!

What i really love.

What i wanted.

What is my dream.

I dont only want to be a super duper musician!

I want to be a famous, well-known and skillful musician!

and join orchestra!

not only orchestra,

i want to graduate from a music school!

and have a really great love story i suppose!

i want to have lots of friends~

who support me whenevr i fall!

who we perform and work hard together in orchestra!

morever,

i wan to form a band!

and enjoy music!

do performance around the world!

i really put efford at piano!

even my piano teacher gave me a very very hopeful expression.

Yes!!!

even teacher gave me hope!

but then...

my mood is going downwards like this :

in the heaven

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down on earth

seriously hurted by aaron's words...

of coz not his critizism...

i've been a really great Leo and support him...

it is juz...

his observation...

I hate that when he say that...

my friends,

my bro looked at me and my face is really....

i have to smile,

like i dont care...

but hey,

i really CARE!!

100% not aaron's fault!

i dont blame other...

i blame myself for being so blind i suppose?

no i'm not blind!

i'm not!

btw,

brought good news for frenz...

i have a boy friend now~ :D

not who that u think!

absoulutely not that guy u guys noe!

so i should really wipe off my tears :'(

thanks for nodame cantabile,

u saved me from a blur future!

thanks!