:'(

i didnt get stronger...
cried agn...
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i din freak myself...
i'm juz too scare to hear bad news...

i cnt help to feel scare and cry..
i cnt even stop my tears...
i really realise that becoz of my sickness i cnt even balance myself nicely,
walk oso cnt walk steadily :'(
play badminton oso very stupid!


is my sickness getting worst or wad?


=(    :'(    T.T


my sky is so grey...
i should have be gay...


thx for my dear Alfred for keep building my confident  but i..
:'(
i'm still crying...
i have no confident right now...


i've no mood to do anything...

let me cry...
:'(