heart broken

heart broken...
i know i shouldn't
becoz i shouldn't heart broken becoz of you...
i will do anything juz to let u happy,
i'm willing to get any hurt to see u smile happily,
i wouldn't not like to see u emo again if this is a right choice~
i'll go if this is a right choice...
but we'll never know whether this is a right choice or not...
juz give it a try,
no pain no gain...
rite?
i wont cry this time...
becoz u involve
i know i must bless u..
although it really really hurts...
ahahahax
i'll grow...
i definitely will...
and i'll really forget wat is love this time...
after today...
today is the laz day i miss you...
in fact...
my heart will die tomorrow...
=)
thanks for giving me a fake hope...
and a real cool experience...
at elast i know i'm brave enough...
juz life isn't so perfect...
we must fall before we get stronger...
i know i must leave if u get what u wanted...


i want find a new friend and start building a new friendship
i get addicted in this...
friendship....


i know u always treat me like a sister...
a *cute* childish baby....
well, maybe this is the best way...
and we'll be friends forever....
i know we really couldn't be bf
u dun even trust me....
oh well....
friends....
i understand...
once a side dont wanna give her heart,
this relationship is consider as a failure...
i've been facing this problem...
and it did breaks my heart...
i know my heart is wounded seriously..
who cares? LOL

these days... my besties are like emo-ing...
only that wifey is so happy... =.= kinda envy?
i know u dont love me...
i know i *maybe* dont love u too...
but who cares now?
let it be, let it be, let it be?

我以为，
这一次的勇敢，
可以带我走向幸福的道路
谁知
我只不过是搭上了一辆出了轨的列车
终于下定决心
我选择离开
我选择寂寞
因为
这份幸福
真的真的不属于我
而你也做了选择
选择和她
普下幸福的和弦
我愿意当MV里
那个心碎又不能说的钢琴手

请给我散场的拥抱
然后
我会为微微笑
看着你努力
追求你们的幸福
这次不是我
也不是我们

你教会了我好多
好多我从来都不知到的事情
你给我的安全感
却让我现在更感到恐慌
我先放弃
是因为我怕留在原地的会是我
结果到最后
留在原地的依然是我

或许以后分担着你们的事情
会是我们最开心的话题

i still remember what u say...
长大是美好的
so i dont wan to cry tonight...
although.....
my eyes are watery...

i'll find a nw friend to replace you...
but sorry....
i'm not going to let anyone touch my heart again...
not until the suitable age...
:')