i ask myself~ (An old post tat i forget to publish... LOLx..)

i ask myself~
what did i get though...
did my sky turn bluer
did my sky become more wide?
are there still any happy bird flying at my sky?
:)
if i leap up high,
can i touch my sky with my hands?
have u remember those forgotten dream?
:')
those day dreams,
will they still come true?
I always assume that we can be together very very long...
and maybe hold hands one day....
but those sweet times faded away already...
how can those dream still come true?

so i ask myself again,
did u regret?
is there anything else u haven do?
any words u haven say?

honestly,
i have nothing nostalgic,
i decided to leave with no regrets...
and i think tat i already do my best by putting all of my afford...
but it seems like useles...
nothing change,
not even a single cell....
nothing for me to say....
maybe we are juz not the right one...
thanks tat u taught me
how to LOVE
how to CRY
how to GIVE
how to TOLERATE
the feeling of being needed is really nice...
u're the 1st person who gave me this feeling...
u taught me tat this world can never be pure and simple...
u taught to bully back and dont juz swallow my tears once again...
u told me nothing is perfect...
and i really understand now...
even love is not perfect....
can u teach me how to live without my past?
=')

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when i was with you,
i suddenly i can understand his feeling...
why he ever said tat he feel tired coz he missed me too much..
why he hate me forget to reply his msg,
fall asleep while sms-ing....
this relaly can crake our friendship,
since i've been so keen to you
this new friend,
can u please appreciate me a little more?