S-i-c-k =)

u touch my heart when u hold my cold hands and give me warmth,
u touch my heart when u straight away carry my beg and take my belongings and ask me go home
u touch my heart when u try to make me relax by singing to me
u touch my heart when u help to support me
my sweeties touched my heart....
thanks you all....
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


I didnt blame God for making me sick and suffer,
i know you wanna bring me a special present :')
i received it and i really appreciate it,
Thanks Amen

God is like my father,
God love me whole heartedly,
God brought back my sweet memories,
God brought me warmth from friends,
God heard my prayers and decided to make me forget bout love.

and today,
i suffer from asthma at school...
grandma brought me home again...
it's really difficult for me to walk properly,
i felt so uneasy
gasping for oxygen...
i fely my world is turning and dunno will i faint at my very next step...
the 1st thing i reach grandma house is lie down on the sofa...
gasping for air again...
and hopefully i become better,
i try to sit up but
i cannot breath properly..
so i lie down again...

grandma gave me a bowl of porridge to eat,
tat bowl of porridge touch my heart
and i recalled my kindergarten memories tat had been forgotten,
tears in my eyes,
it's still the same taste,
the porridge cook by grandma,
which i ate everyday before grandpa drive us to q-dees,
it's my favourite,
porridge with soy sauce....
it's the taste that i eat every morning,
it's more like a habit.
i love grandma and grandpa,
they are who take care of me when i'm small...
when i lie on the sofa,
i remember how grandpa coax me to sleep,
and tat familiar surronding...
i was like going back to past,
and this is a very precious present that God gave me...
THANKS!!!

felicia told me tat i got 3rd for the english writing competition,
and i told my mum and say maybe is juz inside the class i get third,
who noes i got 3rd for the competition!
SHOCKED to the max,
i never get position for this kind of competition,
wow~
shcok... nice XD

laz night,
a friend said : u got so many nice friends hor...
i reply : ya i love them all! but last time, i ever dont have a single friend becoz of my f***inga**hole attitude...
well,
thanks for being my friends
thanks for bring hope and joy into my life,
i love u all forever and appreciate u all!!
T^T
touched!!!

and i still cnt remeber what is love...
i tried my best to get back tat feeling... but hahahx
failed~
and i think,
forget this maybe is good,
so i can enjoy friendship friendship!! XD

hope i can go to school tomorrow... ^^
i missed my friends~
did u guys miss me?
hahax

i juz feel like
i wanna
S-M-I-L-E again...
(P.S. i forgot how to emo too XD )
cheers~