cry loud loud

today omost pengsan... damn ear and nose
why i need to suffer like this? :'(
and the worst is,
my doctor is not around!!
only can meet him at monday afternoon :'(
cry even louder!!
haiz haiz...

still,
still addicted with tat song 对不起
not me zi lian..
i find tat me and wang zi got one similarity....
唱歌时有严重的气音....
=.=|||
his voice ok lah.. mine is like.. worst... =.="
some of tat song mv is like all his picture...
and i recall back my sweetest pri 6 memory...

awww.
tat time...
we're all crazy with lollipop,
sing their songs everyday,
we know all their real full name,
their height their weight,
their favourite,
and see all of their youtube video,
get to know all their latest info,
watch all their drama or movie,
YES,
i have been crazy for celeb b4,
oh yeah... past time,
not so crazy lately,
coz in my heart....
only got lollipop,
now this group broke,
sad to the max...
and i dun chase any celeb anymore...
say till lollipop,
i juz think of heigirls,
like them too...
they broke also... :'(
my fantasy ar!!!
my fairytale ar!!!
all gone liao teehee :')

why they're so special in my heart...
tat is becoz,
i got inspirated by them
a watch a drama name black sugar macchiato,
i like the girl ya tou very much in tat drama,
so caring, kind and nice.
and i feel like i wanna be her,
and i start changing my attitude,
even my friends were shocked with my changes,
PROUD ya！
besides,
whenever i fall, whenever i'm down and lost my confident,
lollipop's song juz cheer me up agn,
most of their lyrics is like
very motivative and nice~!

lollipop...
my best idol ever... :')

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好挣扎...
我不懂我该进还是退~
好累...
我不想再猜
我把一切交给时间

时间它会告诉我该怎么做
我不要在想了
想也没有用
深呼吸...
=)