rain falls rain stops

`and the rain started to fall`

`fall from my eyes`

`tears blur my vision`

`i'm lost in no way`

`i juz dont get it`

-I'm getting tired of being betrayed-

-Have you gotten tired with me too-

-Why i juz cant forget all your good-

-You gave me your hand-

-Pull a fallen me up-

-Gave me a smile and say we will always be together-

-i juz cant forget your promise-

-Promise u will treat me better then them-

-But why, now u hurt me more-

-And this promise make me suffer-

*I hate to lie*

*You know tat rite?*

*Why keep ask me to lie*

*it hurt!*

*it really hurt!*

*Well, not ur fault*

*But mine* 

··I'm kinda determine now··

··I have to find a reason to go··

··And i found it··

··i wont be saying u betrayed me··

··Let me say,··

··I betrayed you··

··I want to be bad··

+maybe i really have to be strong this time+

+maybe i relaly have to go+

+wearing a pair of shoes tat doesn't fit me+

+make my legs pain only+

+but this pair of shoes are my best one+

+can i relaly throw it away?+

:'(

i showered myself in the bath of my tears

i hear my heart say,

i'm pain and hurt

why holding a sharp blade tightly

didn't you see ur blood ur dripping?

before i let go my hand

i can feel the pain already...

#darlings#

#I do love you all#

#too much#

#i know you love me too#

#but you love urself more#

#u love guys more#

#u love the other more#

#much much mroe than me#

#coz i'm a dumb#

#a stupid#

#which doesn't suit you#

#make u suffer#

#ruin ur mood#

#sorry#

#this wont happen next time#

#coz this is the last time i hurt u#

Can i betray you?

...

i look up

the last drop of rain

drop on the computer table

i found my way,

to go...

and the rain

stop