i saw my rainbow after the rain pours

and i stop wandering around...
stop `bully` myself...
i stop being revengeful,
in fact,
i start to accept the `fact`

BUT
in fact,

i still want to be myself,
there's nothing bad
i juz love the way i am...

yes,,
although keep bullied by people,
at least i still love myself,

yes,
although ppl wont appreciate me,
so what,
i appreciate myself...

dont pressure me anymore,
dont tell me that world is complicated,
let me discover it myself ok?

i know u scare me to fall and get hurt,
but u only let me suffer more now,
please let myself to experience those bad things u said,
and let me crawl and stand up myself.

dont push me too high,
tat will make me feel sick,
mental sick...

just let me be myself,
if i get hurt,
just see me cry,
i'll get stronger each time.
the facts u told me wont help me...
coz i can never understand tat...

i'm still 15,
not 25...
let me live my teenage life,
with my imaginary world,
love everywhere and everyone is kind...
dont ruin my fantasy =)

let me be childish,
i love crying =]